Battles

Muted, voices disturbed Screams go unheard. Falling, into abyss The eyes can not miss. Pain, that's real Letting me take the wheel. Drowning, deep under Often makes me wonder. Importance, my life Cut out with a jackknife. Thinking, not cut out To be a devoted wife. Rythm, of my inner self Beating the drum of my ambition. Recently, come to trust My first intuition. Trust, is a must The feelings are a bust. False, the feelings Were just lust. Friction, became my addiction Trying to get people to listen. Hollering, and the quarrelling, I'm lost and disorderly, Pushing, and forgiving Reasons, Why I should be leaving.

Advice, if you ask me That looks can definately be deceiving.

Thoughts In my mind,

All twisted and weaving.

Friends, I no longer have tons Since they are all tweaking and dying. Honestly, if I never changed I'd be gone too no lying. Emotions, all balled up I'm so done with crying. Excuses, too many to deal with, Stick with me because I am trying.

Realization, of who my people are,

Since my family is always at war.

Drama, is too much for this mama

Repetition I've been here before.

Stability, is something I can see

I know now tha I am worth more.

Fighting, my bad habits

Finding happiness deep in my core.

Karma, has a tendency

To come out and even the score.